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Saturday, August 8, 2009

sometimes

credits: altamiranyc
Sometimes I wished I had the perfect body.  I don't even know what that is.  But I wished I could make that one white t-shirt work.  You know?  I become so inspired by models, to look as flawless as them, but no matter how much research I do, I am not satisfied.  I just don't understand what I am doing wrong.  Maybe I don't have a pretty face.  Maybe I don't have have a face.  I should work on getting a face right?  Getting a perfect face for photographs.  Which face should I have permanently?  Do these questions make me sound demented?  Ugh...  I don't want to throw out the wardrobe that I currently have again.  I want to make it work.  Maybe I lost myself somewhere within this searching for a new person-- searching for a new person to be.  :'( 

i wished i could look like taylor warren
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1 comment:

  1. girl, just be happy with the body that you have! everyone has their own body, and we are made to be different from one another. chances to be born with the body of a model are soo slim. eat right and work your body, that's the most you can do!

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